Today, I wake up at 7am for my shoot with Jorene! she was a nice girl and looking forward for some goth picture with her with friends alven and joe!
We meet up at upper penang road at 8 and went for breakfast follow by shooting in 3 different location.
great days and great picture benn produced.......so stay tuned for new picture and stuff!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
STUPID WEBMASTER
hello, feeling awkards with the title. Well, first of all, thank to our penang friends from Production so call as webmaster the old time. He has been a good friend of mine since college time till this year. Why??? Long and pathetic story.
I have called up this stupid company, ABC_ to renew my application and they called up this Jonath_n guy. If you don want to do my business, just reply I'm no more in this business but the reply was told to me as today was".......don know, the person is no more doing in business", Quoted by the person in charge in KL. They just want to confirm that Topdual.com belongs to who.....and guess what did out Jonath_n reply and did to me?...".......don know, the person is no more doing in business",
Quoted on 17.September 2009 at 12.28pm:
"Who u speaking to!So rude, Ur hosting is expired, domain name soon to be expired. Told u earlier and when die only want to dig holes. How many times u wan me to send u the Account info? And the "web design" for topdual, u may not use because is my "Design" n u already TL me, we have no relationship. Only business talk." Quoted by Production owner.
Is this the way of doing business and friends talk??? I've always known that nothing is free. Whenever my friends did something for me, I'' treat them to dinner or lunch without limits. Call what you want! As a webmaster, u should not delete all your clients webpage.....just like that! This will ruin your future as it shows where your responsibilities lies on.......below my feet!
And the "web design" for topdual, u may not use because is my "Design" n u already TL me, we have no relationship. Only business talk........if this is te case....How about my petrol money that take you round KL without paying me? would you puke out petrol for me instead???
A domain name worth how much?? RM 65.00. If you want to Sabotage me........please go ahead. To the ABC company, They quoted me " SSM CERTIFICATE can be bought outside, please send us the company letterhead with company chop to validate your existence". Guy and gals, is this LOGIC?
I've send them Borang A and Borang D and they quoted me as fake! Thanks to Jonath_n for the good answer when they called him. Just RM65.00 .......and this kind of bullshit thing happen. i will inform to my lawyer regarding this matter and we see how!!!
Damm, this is my day of today............very tired with all this junk and frustration. remember guy and gal, think before you do, as it will come back to you one day! The world is round and it will cycle back to you!
I have called up this stupid company, ABC_ to renew my application and they called up this Jonath_n guy. If you don want to do my business, just reply I'm no more in this business but the reply was told to me as today was".......don know, the person is no more doing in business", Quoted by the person in charge in KL. They just want to confirm that Topdual.com belongs to who.....and guess what did out Jonath_n reply and did to me?...".......don know, the person is no more doing in business",
Quoted on 17.September 2009 at 12.28pm:
"Who u speaking to!So rude, Ur hosting is expired, domain name soon to be expired. Told u earlier and when die only want to dig holes. How many times u wan me to send u the Account info? And the "web design" for topdual, u may not use because is my "Design" n u already TL me, we have no relationship. Only business talk." Quoted by Production owner.
Is this the way of doing business and friends talk??? I've always known that nothing is free. Whenever my friends did something for me, I'' treat them to dinner or lunch without limits. Call what you want! As a webmaster, u should not delete all your clients webpage.....just like that! This will ruin your future as it shows where your responsibilities lies on.......below my feet!
And the "web design" for topdual, u may not use because is my "Design" n u already TL me, we have no relationship. Only business talk........if this is te case....How about my petrol money that take you round KL without paying me? would you puke out petrol for me instead???
A domain name worth how much?? RM 65.00. If you want to Sabotage me........please go ahead. To the ABC company, They quoted me " SSM CERTIFICATE can be bought outside, please send us the company letterhead with company chop to validate your existence". Guy and gals, is this LOGIC?
I've send them Borang A and Borang D and they quoted me as fake! Thanks to Jonath_n for the good answer when they called him. Just RM65.00 .......and this kind of bullshit thing happen. i will inform to my lawyer regarding this matter and we see how!!!
Damm, this is my day of today............very tired with all this junk and frustration. remember guy and gal, think before you do, as it will come back to you one day! The world is round and it will cycle back to you!
Friday, October 30, 2009
picture time
well, as promised, picture will be uploaded when everything is cleared up and CW Studio was appointed for these events as OFFICIAL PHOTOGRAPHER and it was a great events.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Deepavali Day 2009
it's been a month since I last post........sorry.....I was too busy due to my works.......
If this followed smoothly, I'll be expanding both of my company soon.
The power team of my BNI (HomeService) had been exploded. Our work load are too many......which means....lot of referral. My CW Studio which on the photographing and designing had lot's of works to touch up and patch up for the events ...........Recently, the freshly ......Sunway Carniwal Saree competition 2009 which CW Studio was appointed as the official photographer for the main event which started last week till yesterday......Deepavali Eve's.
Congrats to the winner Pannir Selvi. Thanks to the event co-ordinator (Velvet production), Sunway Carnival management, Max hairstyle, Ivy make-up stylist to accomplish the event.
Well, it's the end of the year.......wish everyone the best for the next year and photo will showing later.....
thank you!
If this followed smoothly, I'll be expanding both of my company soon.
The power team of my BNI (HomeService) had been exploded. Our work load are too many......which means....lot of referral. My CW Studio which on the photographing and designing had lot's of works to touch up and patch up for the events ...........Recently, the freshly ......Sunway Carniwal Saree competition 2009 which CW Studio was appointed as the official photographer for the main event which started last week till yesterday......Deepavali Eve's.
Congrats to the winner Pannir Selvi. Thanks to the event co-ordinator (Velvet production), Sunway Carnival management, Max hairstyle, Ivy make-up stylist to accomplish the event.
Well, it's the end of the year.......wish everyone the best for the next year and photo will showing later.....
thank you!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
it's thursday
Well.......I'm not in a good mood.....my topdual.com had been sabo by my fucktup webmaster..........
today whole day rain.....wet outside during service time........
aarr..........!
today whole day rain.....wet outside during service time........
aarr..........!
Friday, September 11, 2009
It's friday baby....
I'm very excited as oter people have started calling me for portrait shooting for them. Well guess it paid off after so much of stuff been invested and company details.........CW Studio!
Today, not much of thing to do but travel from bayan lepas to juru, then to Mega mall, off to Batu Feringghi!
Damm, too much driving then work time! My company anniversary is coming soon......7 years....yeah!
CW Studio will be celebrating it's 1st anniversary in two month time! Don know where to goto celebrate?
Well.......that it for today......rest now as got practice for my band tonight and performance this sunday for some charity events!
sign off.....
Today, not much of thing to do but travel from bayan lepas to juru, then to Mega mall, off to Batu Feringghi!
Damm, too much driving then work time! My company anniversary is coming soon......7 years....yeah!
CW Studio will be celebrating it's 1st anniversary in two month time! Don know where to goto celebrate?
Well.......that it for today......rest now as got practice for my band tonight and performance this sunday for some charity events!
sign off.....
Thursday, September 10, 2009
10.09.2009
it's thursday, and again my computing bizness is at the low level......
sales are in the low statistic and helping out customer is at the highest level......is this a good sign??
This is what we basically provide to my customer....."service line"
I'm too tired as it's been 3 day in a row I woke up at 5am till night 1.30am and repeated 2 times......Now....i'm like a walking zombie.....
been driving today about 125km in penang island only......just to service my customer.......very, very......ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz
sales are in the low statistic and helping out customer is at the highest level......is this a good sign??
This is what we basically provide to my customer....."service line"
I'm too tired as it's been 3 day in a row I woke up at 5am till night 1.30am and repeated 2 times......Now....i'm like a walking zombie.....
been driving today about 125km in penang island only......just to service my customer.......very, very......ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
It's wednesday.....
it's center of the week where my time usually spend in BNI centre with my team, buddy and associates's!
today.....it's 09.09.09.....a wonderful day, isn't it? I'll bet there are lot's of couple there getting engaged and wed on this day.......
Well....in my CW Studio, today I receive a message saying that she's very pleased with the shooting.....Well, should I be proud on it?
Passion + Interest leads to a good visualization and imagination....I guess?
If you put a little more effort into things you do.....you'll have it in return! actually after my clients compliment.....It make me charged up and fresh again after my Topdual Enterprise are not doing so well this month since last month i have over exceeded my quota......guess it'stime for me to rest??
anyway....stay tuned for more updated featured from crissparco......
today.....it's 09.09.09.....a wonderful day, isn't it? I'll bet there are lot's of couple there getting engaged and wed on this day.......
Well....in my CW Studio, today I receive a message saying that she's very pleased with the shooting.....Well, should I be proud on it?
Passion + Interest leads to a good visualization and imagination....I guess?
If you put a little more effort into things you do.....you'll have it in return! actually after my clients compliment.....It make me charged up and fresh again after my Topdual Enterprise are not doing so well this month since last month i have over exceeded my quota......guess it'stime for me to rest??
anyway....stay tuned for more updated featured from crissparco......
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
it's tuesday
and again.....it's another holiday from Awal Muharam.......think I spell it right?
Two more weeks to Hari Raya ......and I would like to wish all my malay friends, clients and in this world........"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin"....Semoga anda bersame keluarga anda berada dalam keadaan sihat sejahtera.........
It's quarter 4 starting soon......then follow by Deepavali, Nuzul al-Quran and Christmas before it reaches Chinese New Year......and it's gonna be my "late mum Anniversary"...:(
Time past by very quickly.........like they said......How many 10 years do we have?
I have spend my 3 x of 10 years dee.........still have nothing to be proud off, I guess???
Recently, my passion in my shutter life became more serious and my vision is getting more tougher and tougher......I'm still fighting for my chance.....I guess???!!!!
So......fight and fight until we spend all of our 10 years...........till the end.......:)
Be happy, helpful, sharing and team work + character and personalities = Success.......[true or false]??
sign out as my wife is [internal smile] at me now......bbye.....
Two more weeks to Hari Raya ......and I would like to wish all my malay friends, clients and in this world........"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin"....Semoga anda bersame keluarga anda berada dalam keadaan sihat sejahtera.........
It's quarter 4 starting soon......then follow by Deepavali, Nuzul al-Quran and Christmas before it reaches Chinese New Year......and it's gonna be my "late mum Anniversary"...:(
Time past by very quickly.........like they said......How many 10 years do we have?
I have spend my 3 x of 10 years dee.........still have nothing to be proud off, I guess???
Recently, my passion in my shutter life became more serious and my vision is getting more tougher and tougher......I'm still fighting for my chance.....I guess???!!!!
So......fight and fight until we spend all of our 10 years...........till the end.......:)
Be happy, helpful, sharing and team work + character and personalities = Success.......[true or false]??
sign out as my wife is [internal smile] at me now......bbye.....
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Raining sunday
it's a nice and cool day with raining on sunday but nothing much can be do except relax, blogging, facebooking and twitting......hahahahaha
just manage to open up my new twitter account.........
well......raining make me feel lazy and off i go to bed now............see ya!
just manage to open up my new twitter account.........
well......raining make me feel lazy and off i go to bed now............see ya!
Monday, August 17, 2009
play play seriously
this will be my first ever made from my photography portfolio and I dedicated this to all the people in the world that crazy enough for the JapanGT fanatics.........
Thank you very much
Sunday, August 16, 2009
midnight blues
Hello,
it's been a week or more......getting lazy to post in blog but still need to come back.
It's been very busy for myself lately.......
Bizness "sipek good", photography.......smoothly..........slowly catching up........
Band....very busy practicing coz need to get ready for 2 shows on 30th in Times Square and New World Park 2009 conjunction with the Merdeka Celebration.
Tired........tired......................and very tired................
it's been a week or more......getting lazy to post in blog but still need to come back.
It's been very busy for myself lately.......
Bizness "sipek good", photography.......smoothly..........slowly catching up........
Band....very busy practicing coz need to get ready for 2 shows on 30th in Times Square and New World Park 2009 conjunction with the Merdeka Celebration.
Tired........tired......................and very tired................
Monday, August 3, 2009
monday blues on 3 of August!
spending the whole day in my customer office doing the networks and so on.........
went for late lunch.......settle phone bills......settle bank credt cards......settle lawyer fee's.........
went on to my other customer place deliver printing consumable's........
damm........what did I earn today? liabilities more than income.......shit......today total lost!!!!!
AAARRRGGGHHHHHH........I hate mondays!
went for late lunch.......settle phone bills......settle bank credt cards......settle lawyer fee's.........
went on to my other customer place deliver printing consumable's........
damm........what did I earn today? liabilities more than income.......shit......today total lost!!!!!
AAARRRGGGHHHHHH........I hate mondays!
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Raning season
wow......is this my blog?
It's been a long since I log in!
How's everyone......? What is the feeling of this rainy season?
It did remind me of my mum.........my really great mum! All the things that we go through since day 1 of my life till this year! It really hurt me deeply but what can I do? Life still goes on.........
Forever remembered and forever it is........
Economy......it's rising........
Work life........really rushing.....until keep on falling sick...:(
My buddy.........some are getting new life (married), some move in to new house (new beginning of life) and this lead to a good start for them.
Band......still going on.......going to perform on 30.08.2009 in Times Square Penang.
Car......still maintaining after a grand overhall early this year where my piston jammed and loose....cost me alot during our Yamaha AsianBeat National final last year......:(
photography .......getting new start in events, landscaping and Association dinner and stuff!
getting involved (future) wedding, roadshows and whatever it is that need photog stuff!
ok....I'm going to end here coz still really hurt of remembering my mum.........rainy day make me very sensitive........
It's been a long since I log in!
How's everyone......? What is the feeling of this rainy season?
It did remind me of my mum.........my really great mum! All the things that we go through since day 1 of my life till this year! It really hurt me deeply but what can I do? Life still goes on.........
Forever remembered and forever it is........
Economy......it's rising........
Work life........really rushing.....until keep on falling sick...:(
My buddy.........some are getting new life (married), some move in to new house (new beginning of life) and this lead to a good start for them.
Band......still going on.......going to perform on 30.08.2009 in Times Square Penang.
Car......still maintaining after a grand overhall early this year where my piston jammed and loose....cost me alot during our Yamaha AsianBeat National final last year......:(
photography .......getting new start in events, landscaping and Association dinner and stuff!
getting involved (future) wedding, roadshows and whatever it is that need photog stuff!
ok....I'm going to end here coz still really hurt of remembering my mum.........rainy day make me very sensitive........
Saturday, June 27, 2009
picture time
some of the locals......
JAPAN GT RACE QUEENS 
B&W series
Catching them live during the walk in..... 
Eneos promotional booth
aloha......
long time never post dee.......nearly forgot my username and password!
wow.....don't know how to start.....or how to write!
bizness.......catching up.....
photog........more and more exciting........
life......more and more and more pressure...........
Well, as usual........some of my friends are married, getting married, going to married and lots' more of marrying coming soon.......
As today, our kid's idol........"King of pop" had passes away on friday morning (our local time)
I still remember when i was 5-8 years old.......the song "beat it" was my fav....all day long....and followed by "billie jeans", "bad", "black or white", "you are not alone", "smooth criminal" ......wow...this are all my fav songlist!
This year i had lost some of my family including my wife "grandma", "my beloved mother", ......life comes and goes..........without warning...!
I had been very hard to stay focus on my works.....
Lot's of thing happen....too fast to remember, to act nor to do anything........
Lot's of activities been going on and I had some beautiful picture of the infamous GT Race Queens............yeeha......yeap.....good pictures of gals and cars!
wow.....don't know how to start.....or how to write!
bizness.......catching up.....
photog........more and more exciting........
life......more and more and more pressure...........
Well, as usual........some of my friends are married, getting married, going to married and lots' more of marrying coming soon.......
As today, our kid's idol........"King of pop" had passes away on friday morning (our local time)
I still remember when i was 5-8 years old.......the song "beat it" was my fav....all day long....and followed by "billie jeans", "bad", "black or white", "you are not alone", "smooth criminal" ......wow...this are all my fav songlist!
This year i had lost some of my family including my wife "grandma", "my beloved mother", ......life comes and goes..........without warning...!
I had been very hard to stay focus on my works.....
Lot's of thing happen....too fast to remember, to act nor to do anything........
Lot's of activities been going on and I had some beautiful picture of the infamous GT Race Queens............yeeha......yeap.....good pictures of gals and cars!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
hello
wow, its been a month.......
totally forgot about my blog.......shit
i'm been working like hell, struggling like any other people would this month!
Extra works, extra income, more to buy, many more to buy........so .....in the end......got nothing lo.....
many activities......brothers marriage x 2......workshop attended x 5.........
photgraphing activities.....x 2
whoa...........been like bill gate but the earning not like him at all! :(
will reply soon with picture..........
next month japan gt picture.........picture of japanese girl, mucsle car(asian style)
looking forward!
totally forgot about my blog.......shit
i'm been working like hell, struggling like any other people would this month!
Extra works, extra income, more to buy, many more to buy........so .....in the end......got nothing lo.....
many activities......brothers marriage x 2......workshop attended x 5.........
photgraphing activities.....x 2
whoa...........been like bill gate but the earning not like him at all! :(
will reply soon with picture..........
next month japan gt picture.........picture of japanese girl, mucsle car(asian style)
looking forward!
Monday, April 13, 2009
long time......dee
Well, recently i'm not in any mood as i have to fight for the resession matters!
No money = no enjoy = no good food = what is the use of been living in the good World without enjoyment!
so, have to fight hardly for sales, new contact, new customer, .......and lot's more!
Well, recently, from computer to camera........both running smoothly and ok-la in the mean time!
Sorry for no good picture's! You guys and gals can visit my flickr at www.flickr.com/crissparco for any picture viewing! Just upgraded my Sony A200 to Canon 50D!
It cost me alot than i expected but what to do......life is actually more materealistic and realistic, isn't it! Good lense, good body.......sure kena katok dee lo!
So.......oops..late for work dee....!
No money = no enjoy = no good food = what is the use of been living in the good World without enjoyment!
so, have to fight hardly for sales, new contact, new customer, .......and lot's more!
Well, recently, from computer to camera........both running smoothly and ok-la in the mean time!
Sorry for no good picture's! You guys and gals can visit my flickr at www.flickr.com/crissparco for any picture viewing! Just upgraded my Sony A200 to Canon 50D!
It cost me alot than i expected but what to do......life is actually more materealistic and realistic, isn't it! Good lense, good body.......sure kena katok dee lo!
So.......oops..late for work dee....!
Monday, March 30, 2009
Bloggers.....
Hello,
I'm back....but with lot's of unwanted scene......As you all knew that my mum had passed away on the 7th of February during the 13th of Chinese New Year! Last friday was her 49th day!
It was quite big celebration....we had to prepared alot of "Kuih", Vegatarian foods (buying of course), We have invited monks from "Mahindrama Temple at Kampar road", offering foods to monk in order to get merits to my late mum!
It's hurts us all deeply when we prepared these things! I don know how to describe the hurts, the pain.....wow......I actually cry lot's of time whan i'm alone......I still can't take it!
It hurts me to the ends of my heart.....same to my father and my wife!
Business wise......Well, nothing to said much as resession is going on.....! Always heard of the negatif one instead of any good news...! Be wise when dealing in business.....nowadays.....full of conman everywhere!
In photography.......well....i did sell of my Sony A200 and upgrading my new gadget to Canon EOS50D......wow! It did cost me alot but what to do......in-love-with-good-quality-photographing!
A200 can't get me satisfaction of my quality anymore.......So, I have to upgrade my self to a semi-pro camera which i can use full frame and half frame lenses in 1 camera!
I'm very happy with this camera function and it's design...fit's my hands.....well.....because i do have big arms......hehe
Nothing to say more.......hope to post some good picture quality soon here!
sign out 30.03.2009 at 4.03pm
I'm back....but with lot's of unwanted scene......As you all knew that my mum had passed away on the 7th of February during the 13th of Chinese New Year! Last friday was her 49th day!
It was quite big celebration....we had to prepared alot of "Kuih", Vegatarian foods (buying of course), We have invited monks from "Mahindrama Temple at Kampar road", offering foods to monk in order to get merits to my late mum!
It's hurts us all deeply when we prepared these things! I don know how to describe the hurts, the pain.....wow......I actually cry lot's of time whan i'm alone......I still can't take it!
It hurts me to the ends of my heart.....same to my father and my wife!
Business wise......Well, nothing to said much as resession is going on.....! Always heard of the negatif one instead of any good news...! Be wise when dealing in business.....nowadays.....full of conman everywhere!
In photography.......well....i did sell of my Sony A200 and upgrading my new gadget to Canon EOS50D......wow! It did cost me alot but what to do......in-love-with-good-quality-photographing!
A200 can't get me satisfaction of my quality anymore.......So, I have to upgrade my self to a semi-pro camera which i can use full frame and half frame lenses in 1 camera!
I'm very happy with this camera function and it's design...fit's my hands.....well.....because i do have big arms......hehe
Nothing to say more.......hope to post some good picture quality soon here!
sign out 30.03.2009 at 4.03pm
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Recovering.....
hi, it's been awhile since my mum passed away.....it's gonna be 1 month soon next week! I begin to recover from the depression that i had after my mum funeral.
i begin to feel that a gap had been created within my mum boundary's! I'm starting to accept that my mum had gone, nomore in this world! She has started a new life in other world's!
thanks to my wife and her family, my friends support and accompany me through this stage.....appreciated it deeply!
Well, i just started to work recently since the whole february, I can't concentrate anything! It a good start, although quite slow....but manage to get some new customer's!
well....in my band.....we have a good start! road to Sunburt Festival 2009....we are the 4 bands that are seleced to tour around penang and butterworth area!
1. Dream Autocity
2. F.A.M.E
3. Bull Cafe Butterworth
4. Mois
5. The Oasis
6. Screwball
All this event are organized by "TUBORG" www.tuborg.com.my
You guys can vote for us in www.msn.com.my / entertainment / tuborg road to sunburst!
Vote for Zero Origin for the chance to perform in KL!
And also we had perfomed in saturday gossip giggs....a very big stage with nice equipment
i begin to feel that a gap had been created within my mum boundary's! I'm starting to accept that my mum had gone, nomore in this world! She has started a new life in other world's!
thanks to my wife and her family, my friends support and accompany me through this stage.....appreciated it deeply!
Well, i just started to work recently since the whole february, I can't concentrate anything! It a good start, although quite slow....but manage to get some new customer's!
well....in my band.....we have a good start! road to Sunburt Festival 2009....we are the 4 bands that are seleced to tour around penang and butterworth area!
1. Dream Autocity
2. F.A.M.E
3. Bull Cafe Butterworth
4. Mois
5. The Oasis
6. Screwball
All this event are organized by "TUBORG" www.tuborg.com.my
You guys can vote for us in www.msn.com.my / entertainment / tuborg road to sunburst!
Vote for Zero Origin for the chance to perform in KL!
And also we had perfomed in saturday gossip giggs....a very big stage with nice equipment
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Misses ........deeply!!!
Hilo,
Don know what to say, how to say, what to express???
it has been 20 days since my mum left us in pain, grief....feels like not right in doing anything!
I only have 3 family members + my wife is only Four! Now my family just left 3 and it makes lot's of differences! A huge gap had been formed!
Me, my father, my wife.....were not in any mood! We were like.......a piece of whit cloths floting above the river! we deeply missed our mother, wife and mother-in-law!
What can we do???????
I do hope that my mother will go to heaven with peace of mind!!!!
We love you mom! always and forever!
sign out : loving son "BOY"!
Don know what to say, how to say, what to express???
it has been 20 days since my mum left us in pain, grief....feels like not right in doing anything!
I only have 3 family members + my wife is only Four! Now my family just left 3 and it makes lot's of differences! A huge gap had been formed!
Me, my father, my wife.....were not in any mood! We were like.......a piece of whit cloths floting above the river! we deeply missed our mother, wife and mother-in-law!
What can we do???????
I do hope that my mother will go to heaven with peace of mind!!!!
We love you mom! always and forever!
sign out : loving son "BOY"!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Tribute to my mum!
I really miss my mum from day to night, since my eyes wide open till late of night, every corner of my house, every jokes me made with her , every coffee she makes for me everytime i goes back,.......the voice......the love......the caring feeling and warm feeling......it hurt me from top to toe.....squeezing my heart dearly and all i know is that i'm in great loss.....great pain.......and the last thing....she's not here anymore........!
I still can't accept it.........too fast......i miss her last meal with my father and grandmother where she cook for them before she left us! This is my greatest pain of all!
I miss her to call my name.....shout at me, angry me, care, love and all those things.....that we have gone through for 30 years!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY.......FOREVER IN MY HEART.......YOU ARE MY GREATEST VICTORY AND MUM AWARDS THAT HAPPEN TO ME ALL THESE YEARS......!
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
BOY!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Sad Moment through my life!!
It's 07.02.2009......was the worst day of my life......ever.....!
Around 10pm I received a call from my father shouting " Boy, come fast, come fast......mummy died liow" ......I was stunt! I was blank, I was .......nowhere but just wanted to be there as fast as I could! In my mind.....I taught my father and my mother was just fighting over......but when I arrived, I saw lot's of people waiting outside....my father's friends, worker....stood out there quietly as my heart started bouncing heavily.....! My father lead me and my wife to the back of our house where my "MUM" died on that spot! I knew nothing but just know how to kneel down in front of her......touching her for the last time......calling her name to answer me.......but in the end.....nothing happen but just I knew that I had lost her!!!!!
I just sat there......in front of her.......looking at her for the last time......for 2 hours! Then the coffin people arrived and there it goes again.......tears burst out heavily.....! I had to carry my mum out with my father to the outside......then I started to cry out in pain where I had to clean my mother body, dress her up, wear her shoes and my wife put on make up on her!
My minds goes blank.......white out......but in pain and grief!
3 days the ceremony where I just took a rest of less than 5 hours where I just want to stand by her, for the very last time.....really really last time.......I just want to stood by her side, talk to her, touch her (coffin glass)...........really pain!
All my relatives arrived, friends........Thank you.......that all I managed to say!
I REALLY REALLY MISS MY MOTHER ALOT ....SADLY AND DEEPLY!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY....FOREVER IN MY HEART......ALWAYS TILL THE END!
Around 10pm I received a call from my father shouting " Boy, come fast, come fast......mummy died liow" ......I was stunt! I was blank, I was .......nowhere but just wanted to be there as fast as I could! In my mind.....I taught my father and my mother was just fighting over......but when I arrived, I saw lot's of people waiting outside....my father's friends, worker....stood out there quietly as my heart started bouncing heavily.....! My father lead me and my wife to the back of our house where my "MUM" died on that spot! I knew nothing but just know how to kneel down in front of her......touching her for the last time......calling her name to answer me.......but in the end.....nothing happen but just I knew that I had lost her!!!!!
I just sat there......in front of her.......looking at her for the last time......for 2 hours! Then the coffin people arrived and there it goes again.......tears burst out heavily.....! I had to carry my mum out with my father to the outside......then I started to cry out in pain where I had to clean my mother body, dress her up, wear her shoes and my wife put on make up on her!
My minds goes blank.......white out......but in pain and grief!
3 days the ceremony where I just took a rest of less than 5 hours where I just want to stand by her, for the very last time.....really really last time.......I just want to stood by her side, talk to her, touch her (coffin glass)...........really pain!
All my relatives arrived, friends........Thank you.......that all I managed to say!
I REALLY REALLY MISS MY MOTHER ALOT ....SADLY AND DEEPLY!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY....FOREVER IN MY HEART......ALWAYS TILL THE END!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Langkawi trip 2009
more to come after i patch up some of the files......enjoy and happy chinese new year 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Farewell to our Jenny Leong!
Mr gregory and Lester
Our pampered lady...Jenny Leong from zenspa!
me and my new buddy chee!
our siew lan and our president skgoh!
"ALL 4 ONE AND ONE FOR ALL" ec teoh, ph goh, karen kok, and js ching!
It's almost Chinese New Year......we can feel it! Getting ready for lot's of things.....like:~
- steamboat things....bak wan, hu wan, .....etc
- cleaning house....cheng chu
- cleaning toilet.......se jamban
- buy all those praying things........pai ang kong ming kia
man.....those things cost me lots of $$$$, it's friday......mostly every chinese owners are working for their last day of work to prepared celebrate Chinese New Year, So we in BNI have our lunch at Goh Teow Kee restaurant in gurney drive! But it is also a last day with our pampered lady...Jeny Leong as she is not renewing her status in BNI!
So....i wish all of you.....my family, my friends, my bizness partner and associates.......Gong Xi Fa Cai...GOOD YEAR, GOOD HEALTH AND GOOD LUCK in 2009!
Monday, January 12, 2009
just playing before bed time!
just playing around to brush up my skill's .........well, happy chinese new year to you guys and gals out there!
Thursday, January 8, 2009
2009 it is!
Hello, all my friends, sifu from car to photog's!
Well, is 2009 a good year to you guys and gals? Well, it's kind of start up slow for me "my bizness"! As we all know that, the economy was not that good during the last year ends! But as I always do, never give up finding hopes and chances!
Every day is a brand new day, Every day is a good day...so make your choice of the day! Brighten up your self in the toilet mirror by saying " Iam the best and always the best "!
Well, today my bizness is very quiet....so i just playing around with my existing photo's!
if it nice please leave me some comments........it will lighten up my days of my effort!
Well.......happy hunting, happy working and finally........happy always!
sign out 11.42pm!
Friday, January 2, 2009
Happy New Year 2009
hehe.......happy happy new year to you all, to my family, my friends, my bands, my drag friends and to those visitor..........best year for you guys/gals ahead!
Take care, be safe, be rich and be happy always and forever!
sign out....
Take care, be safe, be rich and be happy always and forever!
sign out....
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