It's 07.02.2009......was the worst day of my life......ever.....!
Around 10pm I received a call from my father shouting " Boy, come fast, come fast......mummy died liow" ......I was stunt! I was blank, I was .......nowhere but just wanted to be there as fast as I could! In my mind.....I taught my father and my mother was just fighting over......but when I arrived, I saw lot's of people waiting outside....my father's friends, worker....stood out there quietly as my heart started bouncing heavily.....! My father lead me and my wife to the back of our house where my "MUM" died on that spot! I knew nothing but just know how to kneel down in front of her......touching her for the last time......calling her name to answer me.......but in the end.....nothing happen but just I knew that I had lost her!!!!!
I just sat there......in front of her.......looking at her for the last time......for 2 hours! Then the coffin people arrived and there it goes again.......tears burst out heavily.....! I had to carry my mum out with my father to the outside......then I started to cry out in pain where I had to clean my mother body, dress her up, wear her shoes and my wife put on make up on her!
My minds goes blank.......white out......but in pain and grief!
3 days the ceremony where I just took a rest of less than 5 hours where I just want to stand by her, for the very last time.....really really last time.......I just want to stood by her side, talk to her, touch her (coffin glass)...........really pain!
All my relatives arrived, friends........Thank you.......that all I managed to say!
I REALLY REALLY MISS MY MOTHER ALOT ....SADLY AND DEEPLY!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY....FOREVER IN MY HEART......ALWAYS TILL THE END!
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