Well, recently i'm not in any mood as i have to fight for the resession matters!
No money = no enjoy = no good food = what is the use of been living in the good World without enjoyment!
so, have to fight hardly for sales, new contact, new customer, .......and lot's more!
Well, recently, from computer to camera........both running smoothly and ok-la in the mean time!
Sorry for no good picture's! You guys and gals can visit my flickr at www.flickr.com/crissparco for any picture viewing! Just upgraded my Sony A200 to Canon 50D!
It cost me alot than i expected but what to do......life is actually more materealistic and realistic, isn't it! Good lense, good body.......sure kena katok dee lo!
So.......oops..late for work dee....!
Monday, April 13, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Bloggers.....
Hello,
I'm back....but with lot's of unwanted scene......As you all knew that my mum had passed away on the 7th of February during the 13th of Chinese New Year! Last friday was her 49th day!
It was quite big celebration....we had to prepared alot of "Kuih", Vegatarian foods (buying of course), We have invited monks from "Mahindrama Temple at Kampar road", offering foods to monk in order to get merits to my late mum!
It's hurts us all deeply when we prepared these things! I don know how to describe the hurts, the pain.....wow......I actually cry lot's of time whan i'm alone......I still can't take it!
It hurts me to the ends of my heart.....same to my father and my wife!
Business wise......Well, nothing to said much as resession is going on.....! Always heard of the negatif one instead of any good news...! Be wise when dealing in business.....nowadays.....full of conman everywhere!
In photography.......well....i did sell of my Sony A200 and upgrading my new gadget to Canon EOS50D......wow! It did cost me alot but what to do......in-love-with-good-quality-photographing!
A200 can't get me satisfaction of my quality anymore.......So, I have to upgrade my self to a semi-pro camera which i can use full frame and half frame lenses in 1 camera!
I'm very happy with this camera function and it's design...fit's my hands.....well.....because i do have big arms......hehe
Nothing to say more.......hope to post some good picture quality soon here!
sign out 30.03.2009 at 4.03pm
I'm back....but with lot's of unwanted scene......As you all knew that my mum had passed away on the 7th of February during the 13th of Chinese New Year! Last friday was her 49th day!
It was quite big celebration....we had to prepared alot of "Kuih", Vegatarian foods (buying of course), We have invited monks from "Mahindrama Temple at Kampar road", offering foods to monk in order to get merits to my late mum!
It's hurts us all deeply when we prepared these things! I don know how to describe the hurts, the pain.....wow......I actually cry lot's of time whan i'm alone......I still can't take it!
It hurts me to the ends of my heart.....same to my father and my wife!
Business wise......Well, nothing to said much as resession is going on.....! Always heard of the negatif one instead of any good news...! Be wise when dealing in business.....nowadays.....full of conman everywhere!
In photography.......well....i did sell of my Sony A200 and upgrading my new gadget to Canon EOS50D......wow! It did cost me alot but what to do......in-love-with-good-quality-photographing!
A200 can't get me satisfaction of my quality anymore.......So, I have to upgrade my self to a semi-pro camera which i can use full frame and half frame lenses in 1 camera!
I'm very happy with this camera function and it's design...fit's my hands.....well.....because i do have big arms......hehe
Nothing to say more.......hope to post some good picture quality soon here!
sign out 30.03.2009 at 4.03pm
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Recovering.....
hi, it's been awhile since my mum passed away.....it's gonna be 1 month soon next week! I begin to recover from the depression that i had after my mum funeral.
i begin to feel that a gap had been created within my mum boundary's! I'm starting to accept that my mum had gone, nomore in this world! She has started a new life in other world's!
thanks to my wife and her family, my friends support and accompany me through this stage.....appreciated it deeply!
Well, i just started to work recently since the whole february, I can't concentrate anything! It a good start, although quite slow....but manage to get some new customer's!
well....in my band.....we have a good start! road to Sunburt Festival 2009....we are the 4 bands that are seleced to tour around penang and butterworth area!
1. Dream Autocity
2. F.A.M.E
3. Bull Cafe Butterworth
4. Mois
5. The Oasis
6. Screwball
All this event are organized by "TUBORG" www.tuborg.com.my
You guys can vote for us in www.msn.com.my / entertainment / tuborg road to sunburst!
Vote for Zero Origin for the chance to perform in KL!
And also we had perfomed in saturday gossip giggs....a very big stage with nice equipment
i begin to feel that a gap had been created within my mum boundary's! I'm starting to accept that my mum had gone, nomore in this world! She has started a new life in other world's!
thanks to my wife and her family, my friends support and accompany me through this stage.....appreciated it deeply!
Well, i just started to work recently since the whole february, I can't concentrate anything! It a good start, although quite slow....but manage to get some new customer's!
well....in my band.....we have a good start! road to Sunburt Festival 2009....we are the 4 bands that are seleced to tour around penang and butterworth area!
1. Dream Autocity
2. F.A.M.E
3. Bull Cafe Butterworth
4. Mois
5. The Oasis
6. Screwball
All this event are organized by "TUBORG" www.tuborg.com.my
You guys can vote for us in www.msn.com.my / entertainment / tuborg road to sunburst!
Vote for Zero Origin for the chance to perform in KL!
And also we had perfomed in saturday gossip giggs....a very big stage with nice equipment
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Misses ........deeply!!!
Hilo,
Don know what to say, how to say, what to express???
it has been 20 days since my mum left us in pain, grief....feels like not right in doing anything!
I only have 3 family members + my wife is only Four! Now my family just left 3 and it makes lot's of differences! A huge gap had been formed!
Me, my father, my wife.....were not in any mood! We were like.......a piece of whit cloths floting above the river! we deeply missed our mother, wife and mother-in-law!
What can we do???????
I do hope that my mother will go to heaven with peace of mind!!!!
We love you mom! always and forever!
sign out : loving son "BOY"!
Don know what to say, how to say, what to express???
it has been 20 days since my mum left us in pain, grief....feels like not right in doing anything!
I only have 3 family members + my wife is only Four! Now my family just left 3 and it makes lot's of differences! A huge gap had been formed!
Me, my father, my wife.....were not in any mood! We were like.......a piece of whit cloths floting above the river! we deeply missed our mother, wife and mother-in-law!
What can we do???????
I do hope that my mother will go to heaven with peace of mind!!!!
We love you mom! always and forever!
sign out : loving son "BOY"!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Tribute to my mum!
I really miss my mum from day to night, since my eyes wide open till late of night, every corner of my house, every jokes me made with her , every coffee she makes for me everytime i goes back,.......the voice......the love......the caring feeling and warm feeling......it hurt me from top to toe.....squeezing my heart dearly and all i know is that i'm in great loss.....great pain.......and the last thing....she's not here anymore........!
I still can't accept it.........too fast......i miss her last meal with my father and grandmother where she cook for them before she left us! This is my greatest pain of all!
I miss her to call my name.....shout at me, angry me, care, love and all those things.....that we have gone through for 30 years!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY.......FOREVER IN MY HEART.......YOU ARE MY GREATEST VICTORY AND MUM AWARDS THAT HAPPEN TO ME ALL THESE YEARS......!
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,
BOY!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Sad Moment through my life!!
It's 07.02.2009......was the worst day of my life......ever.....!
Around 10pm I received a call from my father shouting " Boy, come fast, come fast......mummy died liow" ......I was stunt! I was blank, I was .......nowhere but just wanted to be there as fast as I could! In my mind.....I taught my father and my mother was just fighting over......but when I arrived, I saw lot's of people waiting outside....my father's friends, worker....stood out there quietly as my heart started bouncing heavily.....! My father lead me and my wife to the back of our house where my "MUM" died on that spot! I knew nothing but just know how to kneel down in front of her......touching her for the last time......calling her name to answer me.......but in the end.....nothing happen but just I knew that I had lost her!!!!!
I just sat there......in front of her.......looking at her for the last time......for 2 hours! Then the coffin people arrived and there it goes again.......tears burst out heavily.....! I had to carry my mum out with my father to the outside......then I started to cry out in pain where I had to clean my mother body, dress her up, wear her shoes and my wife put on make up on her!
My minds goes blank.......white out......but in pain and grief!
3 days the ceremony where I just took a rest of less than 5 hours where I just want to stand by her, for the very last time.....really really last time.......I just want to stood by her side, talk to her, touch her (coffin glass)...........really pain!
All my relatives arrived, friends........Thank you.......that all I managed to say!
I REALLY REALLY MISS MY MOTHER ALOT ....SADLY AND DEEPLY!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY....FOREVER IN MY HEART......ALWAYS TILL THE END!
Around 10pm I received a call from my father shouting " Boy, come fast, come fast......mummy died liow" ......I was stunt! I was blank, I was .......nowhere but just wanted to be there as fast as I could! In my mind.....I taught my father and my mother was just fighting over......but when I arrived, I saw lot's of people waiting outside....my father's friends, worker....stood out there quietly as my heart started bouncing heavily.....! My father lead me and my wife to the back of our house where my "MUM" died on that spot! I knew nothing but just know how to kneel down in front of her......touching her for the last time......calling her name to answer me.......but in the end.....nothing happen but just I knew that I had lost her!!!!!
I just sat there......in front of her.......looking at her for the last time......for 2 hours! Then the coffin people arrived and there it goes again.......tears burst out heavily.....! I had to carry my mum out with my father to the outside......then I started to cry out in pain where I had to clean my mother body, dress her up, wear her shoes and my wife put on make up on her!
My minds goes blank.......white out......but in pain and grief!
3 days the ceremony where I just took a rest of less than 5 hours where I just want to stand by her, for the very last time.....really really last time.......I just want to stood by her side, talk to her, touch her (coffin glass)...........really pain!
All my relatives arrived, friends........Thank you.......that all I managed to say!
I REALLY REALLY MISS MY MOTHER ALOT ....SADLY AND DEEPLY!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY....FOREVER IN MY HEART......ALWAYS TILL THE END!
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