Tribute to my mum!

I really miss my mum from day to night, since my eyes wide open till late of night, every corner of my house, every jokes me made with her , every coffee she makes for me everytime i goes back,.......the voice......the love......the caring feeling and warm feeling......it hurt me from top to toe.....squeezing my heart dearly and all i know is that i'm in great loss.....great pain.......and the last thing....she's not here anymore........!

I still can't accept it.........too fast......i miss her last meal with my father and grandmother where she cook for them before she left us! This is my greatest pain of all!

I miss her to call my name.....shout at me, angry me, care, love and all those things.....that we have gone through for 30 years!

I LOVE YOU MUMMY.......FOREVER IN MY HEART.......YOU ARE MY GREATEST VICTORY AND MUM AWARDS THAT HAPPEN TO ME ALL THESE YEARS......!

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,

BOY!

Sad Moment through my life!!

It's 07.02.2009......was the worst day of my life......ever.....!

Around 10pm I received a call from my father shouting " Boy, come fast, come fast......mummy died liow" ......I was stunt! I was blank, I was .......nowhere but just wanted to be there as fast as I could! In my mind.....I taught my father and my mother was just fighting over......but when I arrived, I saw lot's of people waiting outside....my father's friends, worker....stood out there quietly as my heart started bouncing heavily.....! My father lead me and my wife to the back of our house where my "MUM" died on that spot! I knew nothing but just know how to kneel down in front of her......touching her for the last time......calling her name to answer me.......but in the end.....nothing happen but just I knew that I had lost her!!!!!

I just sat there......in front of her.......looking at her for the last time......for 2 hours! Then the coffin people arrived and there it goes again.......tears burst out heavily.....! I had to carry my mum out with my father to the outside......then I started to cry out in pain where I had to clean my mother body, dress her up, wear her shoes and my wife put on make up on her!
My minds goes blank.......white out......but in pain and grief!

3 days the ceremony where I just took a rest of less than 5 hours where I just want to stand by her, for the very last time.....really really last time.......I just want to stood by her side, talk to her, touch her (coffin glass)...........really pain!

All my relatives arrived, friends........Thank you.......that all I managed to say!

I REALLY REALLY MISS MY MOTHER ALOT ....SADLY AND DEEPLY!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY....FOREVER IN MY HEART......ALWAYS TILL THE END!

Langkawi trip 2009

more to come after i patch up some of the files......enjoy and happy chinese new year 2009

Farewell to our Jenny Leong!

Mr gregory and Lester

Our pampered lady...Jenny Leong from zenspa!

me and my new buddy chee!

our siew lan and our president skgoh!

"ALL 4 ONE AND ONE FOR ALL" ec teoh, ph goh, karen kok, and js ching!

It's almost Chinese New Year......we can feel it! Getting ready for lot's of things.....like:~

• steamboat things....bak wan, hu wan, .....etc
• cleaning house....cheng chu
• cleaning toilet.......se jamban
• buy all those praying things........pai ang kong ming kia

man.....those things cost me lots of $$$$, it's friday......mostly every chinese owners are working for their last day of work to prepared celebrate Chinese New Year, So we in BNI have our lunch at Goh Teow Kee restaurant in gurney drive! But it is also a last day with our pampered lady...Jeny Leong as she is not renewing her status in BNI!

So....i wish all of you.....my family, my friends, my bizness partner and associates.......Gong Xi Fa Cai...GOOD YEAR, GOOD HEALTH AND GOOD LUCK in 2009!

just playing before bed time!

just playing around to brush up my skill's .........well, happy chinese new year to you guys and gals out there!

2009 it is!

Hello, all my friends, sifu from car to photog's!

Well, is 2009 a good year to you guys and gals? Well, it's kind of start up slow for me "my bizness"! As we all know that, the economy was not that good during the last year ends! But as I always do, never give up finding hopes and chances!

Every day is a brand new day, Every day is a good day...so make your choice of the day! Brighten up your self in the toilet mirror by saying " Iam the best and always the best "!

Well, today my bizness is very quiet....so i just playing around with my existing photo's!

if it nice please leave me some comments........it will lighten up my days of my effort!

Well.......happy hunting, happy working and finally........happy always!

sign out 11.42pm!

Happy New Year 2009

hehe.......happy happy new year to you all, to my family, my friends, my bands, my drag friends and to those visitor..........best year for you guys/gals ahead!

Take care, be safe, be rich and be happy always and forever!

sign out....